Looking Inside
What I experienced when I looked inside was very enlightening. I let go of the how and why’s and surrendered the feelings I have. Suddenly I felt a lot lighter.
A picture began to emerge that was much larger than the life I have been living so far. It was as if I observed my feelings as an independent observer accepting it as it is.
That gave me energy, strength, courage and hope.
It seems that desperation creates creativity.
What I felt was inner peace. That feeling of complete balance where everything exists and just is.
All emotions fell away creating a clear picture of purity that touched me deeply. The message was loud and clear.
So clear, I could see the circle of life from another perspective.
It was like an answer to the questions I asked so recently in a desperate plea for help; What is it I meant to do? What is it I meant to see; what is my destiny? What is the message I meant to bring?
It was as if I had confirmation of everything I always have known and the frustrations as a consequence of not being able to express myself where explained in a single moment.
The happiness I felt had no boundaries and no reference to anything.
Happy for no reason at all is not attached to anything in particular yet it contains everything that exists. It is here from this level I felt that everything is created. The Source of infinite possibilities that manifests our very existence as we know it.
The picture that begins to develop is one of a turn around. Its like pressing the reset button on the computer clearing the memory of everything we based our lives on thus far.
Our way of thinking is set in a new Paradigm. This is what I understand is realignment. We are being realigned with the powers that created our very existence.
Its only our resistance to it that creates friction. Trying to understand the how and why’s of our lives based on our current way of thinking gets in the way of life itself: Paralysis by over-analysis.
I am grateful for those around me as collectively we sculpture our lives.
Submitted by Michael van der Zanden
